OK, because I'm completely neurotic, and this is how I function, here is a list of the things I need to do this year, in no particular order.
- Come out to Family
- Come out to Friends
- Come out to old friends (?)
- Expand my network of gay friends in NYC
- Meet guys
Right now, I have no idea how to do any of them, but writing them down somewhere is feeling like it's helping.
I guess I am making some progress on those last two fronts. I am starting to create profiles on popular gay social networks. I'm still kind of unsure of how much info I'm willing to put on there until I come out to my family and friends. God I'm such a chicken shit.
As for meeting guys, I went to a gay bar near me, G-Lounge, on Friday Night. The crowd isn't too old or young, but just about right for me; there are quite a lot of hot guys there. The thing is I just feel completely nervous there. I just have no idea how to do this. God I'm such a chicken shit.
I may try online speed dating. When all else fails, I expect my complete and total faith in technology to save me.