Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Maybe tomorrow...

So I just got off an hour-long video chat with my sister; she was in some crazy loud internet cafe, and we kept talking about her travels and schoolwork, and there were times when I just wanted to blurt out "ok, I'm gay" but it never felt right. The thing is, I'm pretty sure I want her to be the first person I tell, and my friend is visiting this weekend so it's got to be before then. I am going to talk to her again on Thursday, so I guess that's going to have to be it.

As for when my friend is here, I haven't decided if I'm going to do it like right when he gets here, or wait til near the end. I just dunno if it's going to make the whole weekend awkward.

Finally, I really think this whole thing is stressing me out way more than I realized or like to admit. Today at work I just snapped at a co-worker about a minor thing, and it was totally not me. I think this whole situation has me just on edge... I hope it's not like this for the whole process...

1 comment:

  1. Well I would think after the first one or two conversations it will be fine...especially if those go well. Good Luck!